train these hands for war

i have been in a season of peace…a time of abundance and joy. thank you LORD.  it was more than i could have ever asked for.  i am so thankful.  but last night…it seems peace time is over…

it’s time for battle again.

i was spiritually blindsided last night, caught off guard by the enemy…or by humbled God? Maybe both?

all i know is that i was rendered useless and brought to my knees…

i am reminded that i am nothing.  and that God is everything.  i am weak and filled with doubts.  i have nothing to offer these students.

So Lord train these hands for war and my fingers for battle… ps 144